My Journey Into slavery
From as early as I can remember I have always felt submissive to Females. Then one evening while watching TV I came across a documentary on Fetish which opened up a whole new world to me. This new world little did I know then was to become a HUGE part of my life.
Following my discovery of the Fetish Scene I decided to take the plunge and within the week I had purchased my first fetish outfit and had spoken to some shop assistants about the club scene in London who gave me the reassurance to try it.
The temptation was too much and I barely waited a week before my bag was packed and I headed into London to attend my first ever fetish club and to begin my adventure and as it was to become my new lifestyle.
The evening was a huge eye opener to me and much to my surprise my nerves had gone completely after less than an hour of being inside. What I see inside the club I knew was for me instantly of that I had no doubt.
What took me even more by surprise was the fact after only a couple of hours I was experiencing my first ‘playing’. I came away that evening having been on a cross for the first time and I had my first experiences of boot/shoe and foot worship. Everyone had been so nice and once back at the hotel I knew it wouldn’t be long before I was back again.
My thoughts had been correct and a week later I was back again at another club doing it all again. More outfits, more clubs more nice people and more playing. My journey had most definitely begun.
Little did I know that my submissive life was going to change though. It’s one thing to go to a club or a private party and play but I soon learnt that it was just ‘fun’ and that’s fine to the slaves that want that but I realised it wasn’t enough for me and that it was just as much for me as it was the Mistress.
I was able to just cut any scene off when I left the club if I wanted too and that to me didn’t feel like true slavery in my eyes at least.
I spoke to several people about how I felt and pretty much was told its great you want more and you will know if you ever find that person.
To be honest I just thought that was just a cheesy saying and I didn’t really believe it so just carried on where I left off , clubbing every weekend but now I was coming away (although still having a great time) less fulfilled as it was no longer enough.
I was still enjoying being submissive and going out with new found friends and I tried several new things along the way.
In 2016 my world changed. A visit to one of the regular Fem Dom clubs in London I was standing chatting having a drink with friends and out of the corner of my eye a truly beautiful lady walked past who didn’t just shine beauty but utter Dominance and my stomach literally flipped.
As the night went on I wasn’t good company to anyone trying to talk to me as I just needed to find out this Mistresses name and I was desperate to say hello. I will never interrupt if someone looks busy so I patiently waited. Much to my utter dismay I never got to say hello and I went home feeling so sad and annoyed at myself for not trying harder.
The next few days were spent trying to find out if this Mistress had a website but where to start I had no name just this image in my head of someone that had already made me feel like no one else ever had even without talking to her !
Then bang it was like a lottery win I had found it the mystery Mistresses website and she was Mistress Courtney. I literally jumped around the room because now at the very least I could say hello. I set about writing an e-mail and as I hit send I sat back and held my breath. I wasn’t sure any Mistress would ever have time to just say hello so as pleased as I was to have found Mistress I was worried I wouldn’t hear back.
Then there it was sitting in my mailbox a reply from Mistress Courtney. My heart skipped a beat and that same feeling I had in the club was back. I excitedly opened the e-mail and began reading. A truly lovely reply that I read 10 times over.
Over the next weeks we exchanged e-mails and finally met up in session which was amazing (I may write all about that in another Blog).
So that brings us to present day. Remember that saying that I thought was ‘cheesy’ when I was told ‘you will know when you meet that person’. It wasn’t a saying at all it was totally true. I felt totally different towards Mistress Courtney as I had done anywhere previously and I knew instantly Mistress was indeed the one that I wanted to give my all to.
My slavery now is totally devoted to Mistress Courtney and her alone I think about her 24-7 quite literally. Each Morning , Day and Night I am thinking what I can do next to please Mistress. Mistress Courtneys needs come before mine every time.
My slavery has changed since those early days and it means so much more now and I wouldn’t have it any other way.
To Be Continued………